Looking back

Well I'm being not so original now and looking back for the year 2006 which appeares to be one of the most difficult ones in my life, but then again I hope I learned something.
- Starts with grand oncle's death in cancer
- break-up, failing exam and other results suck totally
-then again, I always dreamed going to university and that makes me happy that I am finally there, in the only real university for me in Estonia
- spring was quite interesting with this smoking campain that European Youth Forum did
- in april, granny dies
- in may, another break-up, then again, relationship wasn't really a relationship anyways, but still hurt
- in the end of may, in brussels, making tobbacco manifesto, hope something has become of this manifesto on european level, haven't heard any news
- in june juvente summer camp=) i learned that organising a camp isn't really for me, since i'm not really a forest-person, i like civilisation, but nature is nice, but to spend a day or smth, or more days, but with internet:D
- july - organising a little Active streetaction, man I like when lawyers in city council are handsome and when you're surprised because you actually excpected someone old, grey and fat, and when a real yummy guy comes and when your mouth is shut and eyes staring and when it's difficult to say even hello:D well at least streetaction was okey, we got permission:P
- august - working working working, the last time i did the non-professional job, i mean something not related to what i really wanna do (if i only knew what i really wanna do)
- the whole summer fears before going to france
-september - going to france, being in france, meeting some really special people, but still feeling alone, without friends, without people to spend time with or just to chat, this feeling still lasts, but probably it's my fault more, something just keeps me away from people, i don't want to meet new people, i'm tired, but part of me wants
- october helped a lot, because of Active seminar, met some familiar faces, finally i had people around me with whom to talk to..

I so much hope that new year will bring some stability and new FRIENDS, real ones, with whom to talk about anything, because to be in france for the next 6 months without friends hmmm, not something to expect and I have to change my way of thinking and I have to start really concentrating on things i do and i have to start finding answers and i ahve to start using comb.