In Estonia

So I am in Estonia after 3 months. It was a long long way (one day in Paris, waking up at 5 a.m., not sleeping much, running around with a bag that has almost my weight, 2 days in a bus, mostly sleeping). Kadri met me in the bus station in Tallinn. She is getting bigger and bigger, but looking happy=) Was nice to see David's ass under the blanket and get a wave of a hand and a weak hello:P

Then met Juvente board members and we had a small meeting, felt so good to have those "old times" meetings again=) I mean, that's half of Juvente life and I love it=)

Then met my parents, they were obviously happy to see me.. And me too, to see them again. For being in Estonia.. I don't feel much at all. Is it normal? It's like I was here 1 week ago. I don't feel much... I mean, it's very nice to be at home, but, oh I don't know. I think I'm not able to feel anymore. I'm not able to enjoy the moment=( But I really want to.. Could someone teach me how?