Do you sometimes have the feeling that you actually don't know your friends? I mean, really KNOW. What are their dreams, what was their childhood like, what is their favourite colour, what would they like to have for their birthday etc. I have this feeling constantly, all the time. I like have friends, but I don't know who they are and they don't know who am I. I find it really really sad. So now, those who happen to read my blog, I would really like you to answer to this question: WHAT DO YOU DREAM ABOUT? MILLEST SA UNISTAD? Anyone who reads this, even if you don't consider me as your friend=) I can say that my dream is to find inner peace, to be really happy and content with my life, to know what I want to do. My dream is to find someone with whom I could share my life, marry and get children with. My dream is to live in several places at one time. I know it's not possible, but I'd gladly live in Estonia and in France at the same time. I have endless amount of dreams, some that I wouldn't bring into public, only to my dearest friends.

Another thing I have thought about these days is: do you sometimes have a feeling like all the people are actually the same? Sometimes I listen people talking to the phones in bus or on the streets and I recognize myself in their speech - the way they talk, the vocabulary they use - of course it is natural that we talk the same way, because we have the same language and we share our vocabulary. But then I also have this feeling like actually - we all have the same problems. Everybody has been hurt, everybody has lost someone they care about, everybody's sick from time to time, everybody has stress and depression from time to time.

It is funny and at the same time, scary to think how similar are all the people in this world. So why do we keep hurting each other, killing each other? Because actually we are all one. Killing someone would be like killing part of yourself. If you hurt someone, then you also hurt yourself. I like the book of Hemingway "For whom the bell tolls", because I agree that if someone dies, then a little part of us dies as well and if the bell tolls then it tolls to every single one