If I would write a book then it wouldn't be about a super heroe who is smart, strong, funny, handsome/pretty, talented, etc. I would write about a girl, who is nothing extraordinary, she is not too smart, not very pretty, not very talented. She's the stupidest girl in translation class, she doesn't give a damn about keeping fit, she's not able to use her knowledge that she has gained in life, she's not a very good friend, because in the end she knows nothing about the people she spends time with or grows up with. She's involved in an organisation without even knowing herself, why she's there and what is she doing there. She's afraid of saying people that she cares for them and that they are the best people around her. In a singing choir she's also the stupidest and the one who is the least talented. She's not able to sing a song perfectly when she sees it for the first time, even though in that choir she's supposed to know how to read notes and follow the text at the same time. She's a girl whose friend just passed away and she's an angry girl. Because everything sucks at the moment. Nothing goes well and she doesn't even try to make it better. Instead she wants to hide under the blanket, cry or just listen to the music and escape from people who constantly ask how are you? And escape smiling people, because they get on her nerves at this moment, because for some people everything in life goes well. They're really smart and they have a super good boyfriend and super good looks, but still they complain how stupid they are. Everything is fucked up.