Don't you sometimes get so tired of everything that you wish you'd be hit by a car and lost counscious even just for 10 minutes so you could just rest a bit and switch off all the things in your head that needs to be done?

Don't worry, I'm not suicidal:) But I wish I could switch off my brain for just some minutes because the tension is growing and growing and.. I mean, how smart can you get?:D It's gonna explode soon, this little brain of mine.

And then people ask me to meet them and then let me wait for them for 2 hours without actually turning up.. Well, with turning up eventually, when I already have lost my patience and left. I repeat it - I hate people who are late. Even 10 minutes bothers me, but it's ok if I'm at least been told that they're late. But no, of course. So today for some hours I had the feeling I hate people from the bottom of my heart. Of course it's not like that but sometimes it's easier not to count on anyone except on yourself because then only you can turn yourself down and then you can only blame yourself. But time IS valuable for me and robbing 2 hours from me just like that - yes I get angry.