Xmas

I wanted to express my disappointement towards this consuming and crazy society that we have. It's december. It's Xmas time. It should be all nice and quite and people should be friendly etc. The reality is sad. People are running on the streets, in the malls. They push you with their agressive bodies and they tell you to get out of the way in a very rude way. They run and they run and they search for presents like mad ones.

There are like thousand Xmas parties everywhere. They start already some weeks before real Xmas, at school, at work, at organization, at choire etc. I'm sick of it. I want to ignore this madness. I want to go home, be quietly with my family, eat, watch tv.... I WANT PEACE! I want real Xmas and real Xmas feeling. It doesn't matter that there's no snow.... The feeling comes from inside. But it matters that people are so nervous and stressed. It ruines my Xmas feeling. So today I decided to ignore one Xmas party. I feel a bit sad and a bit guilty that I'm not going there, because I have promised to go and there will be many dear people, but I'm tired. I'm sorry.

But Merry Xmas to everybody who happen to read this blog. I hope that you haven't gone along with this madness and that you have managed to remain calm :D