Time's passing too fast

I feel like having a competition with time, I try to run, but time is always fiew steps in front and I can never pass it. Never. And before you notice there's finish and it's all over...The competition. Minutes seem to pass too fast and life passes too fast. It's such a miracle to live. Sometimes I just watch other people.. Yesterday I saw one person thinking, watching the sky on the window. What a miracle that we can think. Or feel. Or see all the beauty around us! Or that we have this little bloody heart inside that beats and when it stops.. then we stop too. I am so happy that I have the possibility to live!