Fck

Damn, I still have no life here! Nobody to go out with or even to talk with. The biggest torture. My only "life" seems to be internet and when I don't have that either from time to time then I just feel like going mad. I feel like crying, but even tears don't come anymore.

I wish this ERASMUS year was over. I hate it. I wanna go home and feel normal again. I wanna ask someone out for a walk, I wanna go to Juvente meetings, I wanna...

I have 0 persons to talk with here, only at school, but this is also so superficial that I just wanna throw up.

It already hurts inside, like so many emotions want to come out, but they won't and for what anyways? Would it make this year to come to an end sooner? No. With what will it end? I don't know...