kolmapäev, september 03, 2008

Autumn

There. Wrote a huge entry, but then there was server error and everything was lost. So now just trying with fiew words:

autumn, depressing, school, final paper, loads of reading, knee problem the rest of my life, electrodes, hormones, no money, no job (yet), no private life, all friends gone, no time for private life anyways, etc

I'm bad and I'm mean but when I walk on the streets then I wish that all the people would disappear. Egoist? Feeling like some romantic hero of some poem of Poushkin or somebody. Disappointed in life, in people, to big expactations, loneliness, longing for something...

3 kommentaari:

Anonüümne ütles ...

Usually, I just tell people everything will work out in the end. I still think it will, though, I just know it sounds ironic sometimes.

I hope you're alright.

Hugs.
:)

Anonüümne ütles ...

*Hugs*!

Hope things will look brighter soon!

Jan Tore

Thor-Rune ütles ...

I understand it's probalby not something you want, but this makes me feel so much like i want to help you somehow. I've no idea how to do that, but i'm at least truely sorry, because i feel you're one of the people i know that deserve all good. I know you only a little bit but i understand you have many problems, and i understand you want and try to do much good. And i'm really feeling that you should have a great life, i'm convinced your a great person. I guess saying this dosen't help much but, well, i hope at least it helps a slight bit. Sorry if i write over the top or something. This is a spur of uncensored thoughts.
Big warm hugs!