Friend needed!

Okey, I have written about small streets and dog shit. This time I'm a bit sad, because I feel lonely here.. Especially after coming from Active seminar. There was always someone to talk to, people smiling and hugging. Here I don't have almost anyone. No real friend with whom to talk to when I have a need.. And right now I have a need. I have a need of friend. Of shoulder. Or just a hug. And now I cannot even use MSN, because of some stupid wifi or maybe my computer.. First time when I feel so fucking lonely here. Today I just cried on the floor and couldn't stop. Stupid, isn't it? And then I went for a long long walk to supermarket and bought some halloween candies. Feel a little better, but not much better. Sometimes I have a feeling I really like here in France, like I could even live here, but then again, like today, I so much just wanna go home at the moment. To cuddle my cat Johnny and to eat sandwiches and watch estonian boring televison. It's definately better than to just sit here, alone, between these gray walls. And now I'm gonna take a shower and a long one and use my first shampoo bought from France. Cool.